The house; a complete mess especially with the avalanche of materials that I bought for the course, the massive pile of books and notes that needs sorting and the routine; which has been turned upside down. The result = tired mind that crave for sleep and more sleep.
I'm drowning slowly in the mess that I create, the procrastination that never ends as I try to avoid facing it.
I remember, a few friends coming by.. some causes me to jump when try to cover as much as I can.. and some that doesn't affect me at all. When they go home.. and I look around.. I feel blessed for having friends who do not mind at all.. I love how the see me and me alone.
Insyaallah.. I'll handle this; one at a time.. Little by little.. things are gonna get back to normal.. Alhamdulillah.. my little helper is more than willing to sort things out.. I feel blessed because during those time of worries.. she's always lend a helping hand.. comforting words and time to help me work things out. Embarrassing as it is, I have to admit.. it's a bit irony because I should be the one lending her my hands and time.
Off I go.. first thing first.. My teaching files need sorting. Half way done on my baking table.. Adios!
