Forenote : Bahasa digunakan sangatlah bercampur bahasa inggeris dan melayu yg menggambarkan perasaanku yg [fill in the blanks]
Wow!!! tak berani nak check last entry berapa hari bulan. Sedar tak sedar.. there are a lot of favourite things that I stopped doing completely.. especially M.A.S.A.K. There was once when life was a little too hard to handle, I lost it in my own mind. Entah kenapa.. jadi tak perasan yang banyak benda yang selalu enjoy buat.. tiba-tiba jadi hilang semangat.
Bukan tak perasan, asyik-asyik makan roti (ada banyak cara nak makan roti ya. boleh check kat sini, beli lauk masak nasi, atau pun pergi menjelajah makan luar. The problem is KAMI JEMU MAKAN DI LUAR. We totally love home cooked meal. Jadi kalau nak makan pun, selalunya kami makan di kedai makan yang ala-ala rumah.. tak ramai sangat, masak simple, dan bila balik tak panting mcm woof woof (perasan tak kalau banyak sangat bahan perasa, balik dahaga macam hapa!!!)
Tapi seriously.. memang dah lama gila tak masak sampai sang suami macam hint hint minta masakkan (goreng telur pun tak apa huhuhuuu). Judge all you want.. but then, it was really the time that I stopped cooking completely... Pada mulanya.. I blamed the light.. Lampu dapur rosak dan gelap, I had to open the bathroom light to get some light, then I blamed the forewer wet kitchen.. pintu belakang tu asyik air masuk dari bawah bila hujan.. then I blamed the machine.. hose machine tu dah bocor it makes my wet kitchen even wetter.. Then I realized I was giving tonnes of excuses not to cook.. and I wonder why!
