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Entah kenapa hati tak sedap dari semalam.. Rasa sedih pun ada.. rasa sunyi pun ada.. rasa macam tak sedap hati. Mungkinkah remark - remark orang keliling yang tak sedap didengar. Mungkinkah perasaan yang agak sensitif akhir-akhir ini menunjukkan umur yang makin meningkat ataupun hormon yang sentiasa berubah.

Bila difikirkan.. apa yang orang lain fikir memang tak penting. Bukan salah kita orang lain tak boleh tutup mulut. Mungkinkah hati sakit kerana apa yang dikatakan itu ada benarnya. Ataupun kita yang terlalu ego untuk mengakui hakikatnya.

Days come and go.. Night falls and pass.. time flies..
Along the way.. we meet a long of people.. a lot of strangers.. a lot of acquaintance and friends..
As the passes our lives.. they touch and make an impact..
Sometimes positively and sometimes it's so bad that it changes someone's life completely..
I know how powerful those impact can be in our lives..
I just hope that.. if I ever make any.. even if it's a tiny one..
I just pray that it's a positive one..

I just don't want to be responsible for any changes that I caused.. negatively
nor do I want to be responsible for any damage in a person's feelings..
the way people touch mine a few days ago..

I now release the past.. it's time to let go..
I know.. whatever remark that people do.. whatever smirk that's clearly seen on their faces.. I know that it lies in my hand to channel it into a positive energy..
At least I know it will make me a more compassionate and a more careful person thinking of the pain that it caused me.. and for that.. Alhamdulillah.. Ya Allah.. aku redho..

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